She Could've Made It.
She looked like she was dancing.
She had a smile on her face. She seemed happy.
She waltzed around the car ahead and to the right of us. Then she cut directly across the front of us.
And stopped.
I thought she could have made it. She would have been winged, but she’d have made it. I assumed she panicked, realised she wasn’t going to clear us, and stopped. No “fight or flight” instinct. I was wrong. I was wrong about a number of things.
The driver had jumped on his brakes, but there was no way he was able to stop. The bus hit her. She disappeared from my view. The windscreen had cracked where her head had hit it. It had a crack running the full height of the windscreen, with a spider web of shattered glass at the impact point.
There was a sickening shudder – I thought the bus had run over the top of her. I was wrong. I was wrong about a number of things.
She had been thrown about 5m in front of the bus and was lying at the edge of the road.
I couldn’t do anything. I was frozen to my seat in shock.
I felt – I FEEL – so fucking angry that I couldn’t help.

